Babies babies babies…………They are everywhere. I must admit I am broody. My body clock is tick tick ticking away and I am all settled in my own home with a wonderful man that I want to see the rest of my days out with. I suppose it is inevitable that my womb is desprate to be filled.
So I had a bad smear test result. Severe precancerous cells were removed and in turn my cervix needs twelve months to recover. In some respects it is only a good thing while I am so unstable mentally that I have to wait. This year my mind also needs to heal before I can even contemplate a child. My usual impulsiveness has had to be strictly controlled for my health as well as the babies. There is a strong chance of a miscarriage in the event I did get pregnant so I had better be careful!
So my plan for this year is
- Complete the house as we still have quite a bit of work left to do. We need carpets, flooring and doors for a few remaining rooms, some plaster work, a good paint, some wall papering and our roof needs minor repair. All costly sadly.
- Pass my car test then get a car, again sensible when you have a child to cart around as well as prams and all the associated paraphernalia.
- Straighten out some debts. We are due to re mortgage this year and need to be squeaky clean to be offered a good rate.
- Get mentally and physically sound. This is already in action and I feel a hell of a lot more optimistic about life. For now. lol.